I don't remember.

I find solace in knowing we can erase our memories from the past, especially when it's painful and traumatic to the point that it haunts us and triggers our anxieties and phobias. The brain can block unwanted memories out of consciousness. That is the reason why some of the memories are now blurry, and some are gone because when we are not revisiting it, we are blocking them out. When we don't recall it, and we're pushing it from the back of our mind, we're summoning alternative memories to substitute the unwanted ones.

bittersweet love

it’s another night with nothing but a heavy feeling in my chest. my thoughts are swirling inside my head — remembering fleeting moments with you. your eyes are a vision for i see my future with you. it’s the bridge for our happy ending, but you chose not to walk with me and see the end of it, leaving me with no choice but to let go. oh, lover, why did you choose your ego over me?

you are an abstract art i have come to love. some will never get you for you are confusing and frustrating to understand. but i love exploring every piece of your being and admiring the beauty and loving every flaw. i was trying to unravel you, lover, why did you refuse my help and give up on us?

REVIEW: By Wishtrend Quad Active Boosting Essence

By Wishtrend released its new product, Quad Active Boosting Essence last month and I got a chance to try it after its released. I was shocked to receive an e-mail from them saying they sent their newly released product to my address so I can try it and give my honest review. Like wow! I never expected it. I'm grateful.

REVIEW: Heimish Products x Style Korean

My heart was touched when I received an e-mail from Style Korean last month saying that they loved my previous review of the products that they sent last year, and they’re allowing me to try first hand the Heimish products and give my thoughts about them after trying.

I’ve been using these products for two (2) weeks, and wow, it did on my skin! The Heimish brand is not new to me because I’ve been seeing reviews about it since 2018, but never got the chance to try it until now. Many thanks to Style Korean!

Things I Learned in 2019

2019 was great! My heart was full of love and gratefulness. I forgave the people who didn’t even ask for my forgiveness, started to love myself more, and I embraced the person I am today, which I wasn’t able to do in 2018. I’ve learned so much about myself and life itself. It’s so crazy and amazing how much I’ve grown as a person. It’s better. I am better than before. I feel like those who know me will have to get to know me again.

To the person who had made such an impact on me, thank you so much! You have helped me get here. You made me change my way of thinking. You made me realize and see the good things despite the self-hate in the past year. You changed me into a better version of myself.

Here’s what I’ve learned in 2019: